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>Man it's been a LONG time since I've seen you posting around, hope stuff's going well.
I appreciate it, thank you! Yeah I took a bit of a break. I think I'm gonna maybe try bumming it for a month or two in an equestria.
As far as for how I'm doing? Let's just say karma is a son of a bitch.
>Kind of a shame those threads back in /mlp/ didn't last that long since I find these topics very interesting.
I know how you feel, it's hard to get people talking about it though. Lot of materialism bias, amongst other things.
>Still want to get into meditation, however my brain seems to avoid allocating willpower for it. I'll sort it out eventually I'm sure...
Haha oh man, classic pitfall. If you wanna get into it, stop whatever you're doing and just go do it right now. Especially if you feel alot of aversion to it.
Willpower won't help you out here. There's need for effort, but willpower itself is "over-efforting". It'll actually keep you from getting anywhere. When you sit, your brain is likely to go apeshit with all sorts of nonsense at first. Let it, it'll stop on its own.