Even after all these years in the fandom and despite my passion towards fanfiction i still haven't read FoE. Yet, every time i see FoE art or listen to some FoE songs (like Waistland wailers stuff, flittzy's "Am i in control", Dashite song by stable-tec, etc.) i'm overtaken by these vague feelings of melancholy, sadness, longing for something. And also i know that once i'll have read these fics i'll certainly be late to the party, like, decade-late, and this realization adds to the feeling. I don't know, it's essentially a blogpost, but i just wanted to share it with someone. I'll definitely read both FoE and PH sometime next year.