I'm afraid I will have to decline. I don't deserve to be satisfied, happy, or feel positive emotion in any shape or form. I also do not know what emigration to Equestria would entail. Would I become a pony? Becoming a Pony would mean taking on an entirely different name and feeling great disconnect with my physical body and I do not wish to go through that either. I will watch others live their lives there with great interest, however.